misses ,

Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 4:12 AM

hmmm... everything in life seem sailing smoothly. but its just that family matters just don sail smoothly. The only thing that makes my eyes filled with tears.

Vocalno erupted today. Or maybe should i say it erupted AGAIN! I tot it was something minor and i did not want to show face. In the end i got to get out of bed to see what is happening. What i can say is that both parties have their wrongs and i don wanna go into detail. sometimes some things cannot go tell the older ppl. They will think super far and get very upsetted about it. And she tot of dying etc. Arrrggghh.. well i just can't do anything and i'm totally unhappy being surrounded by the 4 walls. Its a total misery living in this situation, seeing no future to it. I start to give up hopes on people surrounding me.

Well. luckily i got a job. Need not stay home whole day. Sometimes i wish i was working at retail line, so that i can work 7 days a week. Last time working at cloud9, can avoid the disaster during weekends.

I can't change anything...