Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 7:19 AM
examas are over. the super torture that i had. worse than O level i think. haha... sschool resume today again...
well.. suddenly got so many tots about him. even i dreamt about him. i just don know why, and i have not seen and talk to him so long. i feel that when someone become famous or better looking or nicer, one will feel that she missed that very chance. Indeed last time i was superb childish but well its over for so many years. and i can't believe you are still my last. Sometimes i tried recalling back, nothing in my memories. I only rememeber bits and pieces of it. Izzit good or bad.
Loving someone does not mean that you need to have that person. if that person is happy so do you will be happy.
To zb. although ure nick says you will never smile. look on the bright side and i am sure you can overcome the darkness..
I suddenly want the other half of the apple.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 6:25 AM
going to the temple tmrw casue its the last '7', which means its the 49 days. the last time i gonna see her big photo at that area.
Its been 54 days since i last see her. i really miss my ah ma so much..
I miss calling 'ah ma'I miss the one who help me turn on the heater when raning days. Nowdays have been bathing under cold water. I miss her cooking porridge for me, today is my first time cooking the not cook porridge from my maid, first time frying onion egg.I miss the one who always listen to me complaining whenever i come homeI miss her calling meI miss her 'tok tok' sound when she is eatingI miss bringing her to the doctorI miss nagging at her and she nagging at meI miss her saying that i wear this dress very pretty, ugly,fatI miss her always saying that i buy too many things until my room got no spaceI miss her protecting and supporting meI miss her telling me to come home for dinner casue she cooking my fav salty duck soupI miss her complaning that i awalys eat outI miss every single thing....Lurvvess ya...
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 5:46 AM
Well it is the study with and project week for the upcoming exams and project deadline. Super addicted to Fb game especially Cafe world.. haha.. Also, busy watching the new taiwan show.. its so nice and sweet. the male lead in this show is so super handsome especially wehn he smile.. Cool guys smile always so mesmerising
A msn conversation with him today.
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HE: do you know i have been waiting for uHE: I know you have a phobia of getting in a relationship, but i can waitME: We just cannot be together, there is no feel at all. And you are not the type of guy i am looking forHE: feelings can slowly developed. HE: I can pamper you. I am finacially stable with a career and car etcc...ME: SO?HE: i can buy what you want for you. Give you $1000 monthly as 'Jia Yong' and cover all your expenses.ME: mmm.. so is this consideer a transaction.....
Weell... i always feel feelings are still important. It is a little hard to develop when everything from the start is a negative. I appreciate it, but seriously please take my words. find another girl and i am sure you will have a happily ever after ending with the girl.
As what i said, i can be single for 5 years, and i can be for the next 5 years.
Recently, saw jw in one of the event website. memories recalled...
Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 6:50 AM
Its the month of OCTOBER!! the busy busy month. Busy hugging my notes and textbook other than playing.... JIAYOU keren...
Went clubbing at Obar & Dblo last friday. Was really FUN & HIGH. haha.Went with dan, patsy, heng,patricia and her hubby. It was supposedly a drinking session at Obar. in the end it turn out to be a clubbing session. Karen just want to dance away the night with the music. We ordered a bottle of chivas. First time that we use only 2 jugs of mixer. GOOD JOB. hehe... This outing was supposedly to cheer patsy up. And guess what she is drunk and by the time sheris left, she is already lying down at the sofa. She didn't really know what she did after that. BUT! we didn't went back yet, we went to Dblo can carry on.. Whooohoo... The alcohol that night made us super blurred... when i went to the counter to buy Vegabomb, i'm a little lost.. hehehe.. but i do enjoy that night...
Looking forward to our next party at Butterfactory. hear its the most happening place...
Finally completed the Post YEP expedition today. Quite a successful one i think. 24 children turn up for our 'Tree are Alive' program. The teaching team taught for the first our. Followed by gg out to Punggol park to do Art & Craft. the children have to pick up leaves and do an art piece out with then theme 'Trees are Alive'. I would say the 3 kids in my grp is quite obedient. We onli clap and said 'Its over' during our debrief. Finally the whole project is done. the first project that spend so much time iin it. Indeed i learn alot of things from it. GOOD JOB peeps..
4 more school days.....
Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 6:23 AM
hmmm... well well... went to Sim Lim Square today. first time spend time walking there from level to level. And can find a lot of things. Bought my printer ink, skin my laptop tooo.... saw lots of nice nice stuff, but i am not a IT geek.
well exams are coming and with 2 project deadlines too.. and i think my panda eyes will be back soon.
JIAYOU karen!
misses u
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 9:24 PM
long weekend.... and going back to school on Tuesday. it has been so long since i have lesson at 8.30am. Saw the first topic of Managerial Finance, and i wanna conclude that it is not as easy as the one i learn in SP.
Had a really funny dream yest night.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 5:05 AM
make my way to the temple today to see my ah ma.
tot i wont cry, but i end up crying..
misses
